Writer. Fighter. Lover. Dreamer. The doctor's say she's generally functional.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Day 46 - Fear of Freedom

Yesterday was another day at the Soup Kitchen.
They were surprised to see me still around.

So I decided to be honest and tell them I'm scared of going back.
Not so much for myself but for my family and friends that I leave behind.

Wish I was the kind of person who could just up and leave without thinking about anybody else. But no, I have to care too much about everything, so I'm left here worrying unnecessarily about things.

And since I've come home, most of you don't leave comments anymore - one of the few things that gave me strength on this journey. But I guess it makes the ones who still do even more appreciated. =)

1 comment:

  1. I want to give you a hug but your on the other side of Earth.